he put a spell on me

Was it too good to be true?

The first words we exchanged...

The anxiety of meeting this stranger...

The first time I saw him in person...

The first words we exchanged...

The bottle of wine we had that night...

The stroll we took around old Nicosia even though we were both dead cold...

Nina Simone's 'I Put A Spell On You' which lead to our first kiss in his car... We both wanted that kiss so bad... We were both afraid to make the move... But at that moment we both knew that it was ok to do it.

The second our lips touched it was as if time stopped and with it all the worries and fears we had disappeared. Every part of me was trembling, every part of me was in ecstasy.

We stayed at just kissing but I don't think that it mattered. From my part at least I was fully fulfilled emotionally that sex wasn't in my mind. We had made such a connection that night... Sex was... How to put it? Unnecessary.

After we spent the nights were both out of the army together. Not as intimate as we would have wanted. Both, mine and his student friends came back for the Holidays. I didn't mind... After new years he was going to UK for a few weeks so I knew I wasn't going to see him...

He is back. Its been almost two weeks. Still we haven't seen each other... We may text message here and there but I think it died.

I know I shouldn't be sad/angry/pissed off about it. There were no strings attached to what we had. If we had anything...(?) Maybe thats the reason it was so sweet and pure when we were together. The fact that we didn't have any conditions and expectations. We just lived the moment.

But, for how long will I live moments with passers by?



P.S. I'm posting the song, hopefully you feels it's magic! Enjoy! ;)

P.P.S. Είμαι σκοπιά... Excuse my weird writing.